Moi? A cat?
Mar. 24th, 2004 11:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
magedragonfireHah, so Travis believes that if I'm a furry - which I half-am, although I've told them that I'm technically not - I'm a cat-gal. Has many reasonings for this, and while I admit it does sound like it rather is...
It's not. ^^; I think I've probably decided that if I do have a form, it's likely a fox/kitsune. Rydia's just too muchly ingrained in me now to change it - and besides, foxes are just very cat-like canines. XDD
Everyone - but me -'s still depressed around here. Funeral's Friday, but I'll be getting smashed at Shell-Bash that day. No sadness for me!
In fact, I was very much bouncing around the house earlier today. My dad could do nothing but glare. ^^;
But I couldn't help myself...
I mean, after all -
At least I've dispelled the never-been-kissed thing before I turned 19.
^_______^
Fairly sure I managed to offend at least one friend tonight on my way out of school, by not stopping to say g'bye, but... Well, there were other things on my mind. ^^; She'll forgive me, I hope.
Must cut back on the whole PDA thing, though... Don't want to be horrendously disgusting random passersby in the common room. ^^;;;
There's only one thing that bothers me about this whole dealie... Travis and I are great friends - and while we seem to make a good couple, too, it sorta worries me that this so far seems to be a purely physical thing. I know, I should be giving it a bit of time for things to settle out, but - well, I've gone seven years without a dude in my life, and I'm sorta worried that I'll be using him just to... I dunno, make me feel better about meself, or make other people that I know partially jealous, or...
I don't know if he's had girlfriends before; it really doesn't matter to me either way... But...
Eh, this'll either turn out great, methinks, or ruin things between us.
Or it could just continue as it always has been, I suppose, which wouldn't be bad in itself.
Except - now I know what it's like to actually let a person get close to me, and I don't know how well any sort of transition backwards would go over with myself...
Oh, bugger this. ^^; I'm going to bed, I need sleep. Sleep good. Worry about it later. *nod*
It's not. ^^; I think I've probably decided that if I do have a form, it's likely a fox/kitsune. Rydia's just too muchly ingrained in me now to change it - and besides, foxes are just very cat-like canines. XDD
Everyone - but me -'s still depressed around here. Funeral's Friday, but I'll be getting smashed at Shell-Bash that day. No sadness for me!
In fact, I was very much bouncing around the house earlier today. My dad could do nothing but glare. ^^;
But I couldn't help myself...
I mean, after all -
At least I've dispelled the never-been-kissed thing before I turned 19.
^_______^
Fairly sure I managed to offend at least one friend tonight on my way out of school, by not stopping to say g'bye, but... Well, there were other things on my mind. ^^; She'll forgive me, I hope.
Must cut back on the whole PDA thing, though... Don't want to be horrendously disgusting random passersby in the common room. ^^;;;
There's only one thing that bothers me about this whole dealie... Travis and I are great friends - and while we seem to make a good couple, too, it sorta worries me that this so far seems to be a purely physical thing. I know, I should be giving it a bit of time for things to settle out, but - well, I've gone seven years without a dude in my life, and I'm sorta worried that I'll be using him just to... I dunno, make me feel better about meself, or make other people that I know partially jealous, or...
I don't know if he's had girlfriends before; it really doesn't matter to me either way... But...
Eh, this'll either turn out great, methinks, or ruin things between us.
Or it could just continue as it always has been, I suppose, which wouldn't be bad in itself.
Except - now I know what it's like to actually let a person get close to me, and I don't know how well any sort of transition backwards would go over with myself...
Oh, bugger this. ^^; I'm going to bed, I need sleep. Sleep good. Worry about it later. *nod*
