Chicken without head...

Neee, I'm starting to get freaked now. Two days 'til uni starts, and I just know I'm not ready. T_T Everyone there is so smart and knows so much about what we'll be doing, and I know nothing...
I suppose I've gotten used to being at the top of everything, and now it's gonna be a long fall to the bottom. *sigh* At the orientation thing back in July, for instance, nearly all of the peoples there knew at least one, if not two programming languages (Java and C++), while I have no knowledge of either, just some rudimentary HTML and Javascript...
Gyaaaah. I dun wanna gooooo! *hides somewhere dark and alone*

Oh, and .Hack is one of the strangest games I've played.