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I don't really know how to say this without sounding more than a little disgruntled and selfish, so I'm going to say it disgruntledly and selfishly.
I'd like to see anyone else have to deal with a demon for fifteen years, and not wish that they could just forget about it once in a while, or forget about the shadow that it casts over everything.
I know, you don't have to tell me. Or keep telling me. Repeatedly. I get it already.
It's just... hard.
And nobody I know is able to understand that.
In other news, women who are my mother's age should not learn about computers, especially when I am the one teaching, and very especially when they seem terrified of making the damned thing break or not knowing what to do at all. I am known for my lack of patience at times... And although I didn't lose it today, I came damned near close a few times.
In other other news, it's cold outside.
That is all.
I'd like to see anyone else have to deal with a demon for fifteen years, and not wish that they could just forget about it once in a while, or forget about the shadow that it casts over everything.
I know, you don't have to tell me. Or keep telling me. Repeatedly. I get it already.
It's just... hard.
And nobody I know is able to understand that.
In other news, women who are my mother's age should not learn about computers, especially when I am the one teaching, and very especially when they seem terrified of making the damned thing break or not knowing what to do at all. I am known for my lack of patience at times... And although I didn't lose it today, I came damned near close a few times.
In other other news, it's cold outside.
That is all.
